Disfigurations [Excerpt]

    On day one —
    but there is no day
    _____one, for what

    _____might seem a
    _____beginning is only
    _____yet one more day

    __________day of days
    __________years decades
    __________centuries of what

    __________the poem might wish
    _______________to confront —

    On day twenty-nine
    a poem searching for

    _____some starting point
    __________in the general ruin —

    On day thirty-two
    a poem that can
    only point

    _____to the rubble
    _____can only say “look
    __________at the rubble” —

    On day forty-six a poem
    that like any other

    _____cannot speak the un-
    __________speakable and yet —

    On day 134 a poem
    the conditions
    of which might

    _____someday be made
    __________irrelevant by history —

    On day 106
    a poem lodged

    _____in the intestines,
    __________twisting —

    On day 193
    a poem excised and
    biopsied, then tossed

    _____in the medical
    __________waste bin —

    On day thirty-seven
    a poem not yet

    _____having arrived
    _____at the will
    __________have been —

    On day 242
    a poem that’s given

    _____over, but to what which —

    On day three
    a poem with no

    _____words but trying to
    __________find them —

    On day 540
    a poem listing

    _____the numbers even as
    __________they keep climbing —

    On day 278
    a poem in which

    _____the acts do not
    __________condemn themselves —

    On day 155
    a poem redacted

    __________and erased —

    On day 201 a poem
    against the reification

    __________of this
    __________when-time —

    On day 365 a poem
    that cannot mourn,

    _____there yet being
    __________no after —

    On day 88
    a poem that drones

    _____on or is yet but one more

    _____drone, hovering above
    __________the carnage —

    On day 245
    a poem that refuses

    _____to become a poem,
    __________given that —

    On day 399
    a poem arriving

    _____at the limits of
    __________its intelligibility —

    On day 103 a poem
    that dsfigrs itslf as its

    _____being’g wrottnd —

    On day 366
    a poem in a time

    _____of armed bulldozers
    _____a time of metadata

    _____portfolios, a time of
    _____infested liabilities,

    _____of artificial counter-
    _____intelligence, a time of

    __________strafing assets and
    __________surgical ankylosis,

    __________a time of imprecations
    _______________and laments —

    On day 212
    a poem rendered mute

    _____in the face of —

    On day 299
    a poem in the future

    _____anterior, looking back at
    _____what will have been

    _____from some as yet un-
    __________imaginable future —

    On day 398
    a poem that chokes

    _____on its own power-
    __________lessness —

    On day eighty-four, a poem
    in plein air on hillock

    _____overlooking the slaughter
    _____or the endless fields of

    _____produce rotting in ash-
    __________occluded sun —

    On day 198,
    a poem reliant on
    its conceptual apparatus

    _____to scaffold some vague
    __________idea of —

    On day 153,
    a poem that wishes to say

    _____here’s an idea here’s how
    _____to here’s what not
    _____to and now a word

    _____from the streets and now
    _____a word from the bar-
    _____ricades and now some

    _____words from the sponsors
    __________in other news —

    On day forty-three
    a poem that resigns

    _____from the executive
    __________council —

    On day sixty-seven, a poem
    that cannot kill because

    __________only a poem

    On day fifteen, a poem
    that cannot destroy because

    __________only a poem

    On day 277, a poem
    that cannot can because

    __________only a poem

    On day 428, a poem
    that will have been,

    __________but what
    __________for-towards —

    On day 389
    a poem afraid

    _____to list the names

    __________lest they
    __________never end —

    And on day 385
    and on day forty-nine

    and on day 218 and
    on day 593 and on

    day 1,534 and on day
    fourteen and 104 and

    3,528 and on day twelve
    and on day 294 and on —

    the poem trying,
    still, unstilled,

    to track the ever-
    _____rising numbers —

    _____of children under the age of one, since the beginning of the

    _____of medics, doctors, nurses, and other hospital workers since the start of

    _____of journalists, news photographers, video bloggers, since the start of

    _____of displaced persons, since the beginning of

    _____of schools and universities, completely or partially destroyed by the

    _____of students killed or maimed since the start of

    _____of teachers and education staff during the

    _____of scholars, academics, university professors, and researchers executed by the

    _____of mosques and churches destroyed by the

    _____of cemeteries completely or partially destroyed by the

    _____of hospitals rendered out of service by the

    _____of archeological and heritage sites destroyed by the

    _____of kilometers of electrical networks destroyed by the

    _____of meters of roads and streets destroyed since the start of

    _____of meters of water and sewage networks destroyed by the

    _____of tons of explosives dropped by the

    __________or the number
    __________of images

    __________required to make
    __________the numbers mean

    __________the number
    __________of words wasted

    __________trying to make
    __________the images mean

    __________against numb
    __________meaning, figures,

    __________images, words,
    _______________disfigured